Sunday, October 18, 2009

iwanttocry

I feel...........empty...Can i cryIsitworthcrying?Shouldicry?Ifeellikecryingbutwhatfor? TheemptinesstorturemeinsidItshurtPleasemakeitstop..i dontwanttogethurtanymoreWillsomeonesave me?Willanyoneunderstand?Aretheywillingtohearme cry?Fornothing?Damn it!Fakeallyourlaughter,smilesandhapinessTheycanseethroughitallThey are not dumbButtheymusntknow...Itsnottheirproblem.itsmineandonlymine.amibeingselfish?idontthinkso......imbeingprotective,thatsall.protectiveoversomethingthatilove,icarefor.butthistoturingkilsmeinside.imsorrybecauseofmysilence.silenceismybestdefence.iliveinmyownworldbecauseofthispain.icanthearlaughterorevenseeasmile.imlost.imquiet.imnotlonely....iwanttocry........

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