my smile without him

i dunno what im feelin now actually....its a bit ambivalent..huhu...and ..dunno la..im sad..coz he (mr tiger) might go to sarawak...at 1st i thnk its not really a biggy...but then, i started to imagine my days (weekend usually) without him..im used having him around....hanging out together... munching mcd's fries together...laugh at people, eat portugese grill, gosipping...he's my boy and also my frend..i had a feeling dat things wont go as nice as before without him.huhu...im left here...trying to curve a smile..without him