I LIED!

If I said that this blog is my diary...I lied...

I don’t really write every single thing in it. There are some things that better be kept as a secret. Nobody is perfect...I know. But to what extent can people truly accept who you really are? I wonder~

If I said that I never cry… I lied…

When there is too much hurt and hatred within me… I burst to tears. When I feel kinda lonely..i cry. But now, thanks to my trustworthy friends (yeah…dats u…ruzel, hanz, dena,teha and ogy) I never cry because of loneliness anymore. I am grateful to have this bunch of maniacs that I can call friends at last.

If I said im a brave girl…I lied

There were times when I decided to be brave.. etc etc… but most of the time…I just don’t have the guts. I think I have to work on it...

If I said im gonna kill myself rite now..i lied..

What the…?? I wanna live longer…experience life to the fullest. I really don’t understand people who simply kill themselves because of others or something...or anything. We just have 1 shot in life…so why waste it?

If I said I never lied…I lied

I lied before and I think I will lie……..again in the future. I know..i know…. its wrong..but sometimes there’s thing you just can’t help it. Naughty naughty me =P….. HOWEVER!! I’ll try to curb it. (may the force be with me..sigh~)

anyway.....before i forgot..this is my picture in high school.i know..hideous rite?

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demmmn! i lied again....